I Dub Thee "The Year of Suicidal Thoughts"

Haha.. I'm at my friend's house now walking past the borders of 2005 into 2006....

its been an ultra long year, full of ups, downs, fronts and backs..... Learnt alot of stuffs, and yet lost alot of stuff as well...

Well then, like all good bloggers, I shall write down my new year's resolution, and you can mock me if I am unable to fufill them...

ok... *clears throat very loudly*

I, Andrew Hui, hereby resolve to do the following in the year 2006...

1) Improve my GPA score to somewhere above 3.

2) Complete and compile my portfolio

3) Stop playing so much games and start getting back to the gym

4) Get closer with God.

5) Be faithful to the ones that I love around me.

6) Get rid of those freaking blemishes, to a greater, visible extent. (I always make this resolution... somehow, it works... so I shall continue this)

7) Re-tune my fashion sense

8) Get my abs. (I'm not joking)

9) Give 2 people a meaningful hug every week

10) Stop thinking of committing suicide so often....

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come to think of it, I've been thinking of committing suicide far too often for my good last year....

I dub thee 2005, the year of suicidal thoughts....

I enter this year with alot of stress as well.... HEARD THAT 2006???!! I enter YOU with alot of stress!!!

Projects that are incomplete, inconclusive, without a beacon of light at the end of the tunnel... Work that require completion within a few hours of what I'm writing down now, still uncompleted...
Studying and revision that desperately call out to me, though I ignore their pleading cries...

It is during these times when I say... LIFE IS GOOD.

What is Life without stress?
Everybody needs a bit of stress to get them going... but I'm starting to hate life...

thus,..... haha....

shit... I'm rambling.....




To all my friends, HAPPY NEW YEAR!
MAY YOUR YEAR BE BETTER THEN MINE!!

and, of course, I wish for World Peace *gives a winning smile*



*hugz* love ya dear...
Never expected that I would cross 2005 with you still with me....
I've lost so much hope, so much trust over the years, it'll take some time for me to restore my faith in this fickle thing called love...



Storm clouds may gather, stars may collide...


but I'll love you.... until the end of time

=)